Thursday, September 4, 2008

Hug a Tree

As an assignment for my sociology class, I needed to hug a tree for 5 minutes. Here's what I got out of it:


I looked up into the forest of branches above me and began my ascent into the unknown reaches of the apple tree in my backyard. As soon as I’d hoisted myself up off the ground, I felt a wet, sticky sensation on my hand. My mother had assured me that there wouldn’t be any bugs, due to my father’s spraying efforts, but neither of us had thought of the birds. I looked at my hand with apprehension and guessed that the leftovers from the birds was a sign that the tree didn’t want me to mingle with its limbs. This was going to be harder than I thought. Wiping the stool off of my hand, I positioned myself in a comfortable position near the trunk and assured the tree that there was nothing to be afraid of: I wouldn’t hurt it.

I wrapped my arms around the sturdy trunk and realized that the weight of my insignificant body had no effect on it. All of my weight was resting on a single branch with nothing between it and the ground below, and yet there was nothing to fear. The strength of the beautiful giant in front of me was enough to hold me up without even budging an inch. As I looked up into the gracefully swaying branches I saw that I wasn’t alone. Like a mother of so many precious children, the tree held hundreds of apples, each the size of a small fist, within her sheltering grasp. The branches progressively got thinner the further up the tree they were, but each of them yielded enough apples to make them bend directly towards the ground, though every one of them grew nearly straight up out of the trunk. Branches with no apples continued to stretch as far into the heavens as they could, grasping for the sunlight and possible rain that would bring nutrients that the children desperately needed to grow.

A thought struck me as I leveled my awed gaze to stare at the trunk directly in front of me. This tree was nothing but a mother. She would do anything within her abilities to posses the shelter and nourishment that her children needed. Even though her branches were heavy-laden with fruit, the leaves determinedly grew long and wide. Everything about the tree’s structure suggested that she was built for nothing else but to produce the fruit. Even the seemingly flimsy branches were strong enough to withhold the weight.

I suddenly felt guilty for climbing into such an intimate environment. This mother was doing her best to help her precious children grow to be a big and strong as possible, and here I was doing nothing but give her more weight to carry. I was grateful when my timer went off, signally that my time with the tree was done. Hurriedly, I dropped to the ground and stepped back look at the perfect example of dedication and devotion. Though I was glad to no longer be a burden to the tree, I was sad that my time with her was up. I knew that I’d seen into a world that not many people notice through the hustling motions of our modern-day world. Maybe we should try to be more noticeable of the world around us, and take the harmony of Mother Nature’s aspects into consideration for examples for our own lives. Maybe then life would slow down. Maybe then the important things would seem more important than the trivial tasks we busy ourselves with from day to day.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Amoebae of Thought

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I cannot tell you how happy I am that people do not reproduce as fast as amoebas (so sorry - amoebae) do. Don't get me wrong, I love the general populous, but honestly, some people are weird. And not in a good way. Oh well. But seriously, why do some people have to be creepy? I'm a little sorry for the fact that not everyone can be viewed as the good kind of weird, for lack of a better word. Wait, there is a better word: Unique. Yay c:

I'm also sorry for the two world wars. But not the civil war. That one was necessary. I guess they were all kind of necessary when you look at the turn around of the economy and all that. But the idea of war is kind of dumb.
I'm sorry for the way ABBA ended up.
I'm sorry that the best lotion in the world has to be made from hemp.
I'm sorry that most of my CD's are pirated.
I'm sorry for my blue rubber duckie that isn't sitting in his look-out post in my car tonight.
I'm sorry for Tinker Bell. She must always be so cold.
I'm sorry for my dull scissor and they're lack of sharpness.
I'm sorry for my neglected journal(s). No. Journal-S. The S wasn't really an option since I've been neglecting all of them.
I'm sorry that not everyone can enjoy duct tape as much as I do.
I'm sorry that my car gets so lonely at night.
I'm sorry that I couldn't think of anything better to blog about.

Finally but not really, I am a little bit sorry that my Phantom of the Opera soundtrack comes before my Wicked soundtrack in my CD player. I did get Wicked first and it seems that it should receive some sort of precidence in my stereo. But my CD of ABBA Greates Hits is third so I guess it only matters that those are the three in there and that it's been that way for about a week now. Oh the places you will go...

Speaking of farms, I obtained a rubber cow today. He's by my rubber piggy. They're cute c: I also happened to buy two pairs of jeans the other day. These are very special jeans you see, for they have names. One is called Opal and the other is called Ruby. They came with ribbons that had their names on them. I think I'm going to use them in my giant journal somehow. I just can't decide the most fabulous way to do it yet.

Also, I couldn't find the tape today so a wrapped my brother's birthday presents with ticky-tack instead. Sorry Wes... But that should be a fun little adventure for him come Sunday. Huh.

Good kind of weird? K. Thanks. Bye.

Friday, July 18, 2008

LoViNg KiNdNeSs

So around Valentine's Day, my English teacher asked everyone to bring in a poem to share with the class. This assignment was unique because she didn't want a lovey dovey or mushy poem. I couldn't find any that I liked so I just decided to write one. I've never been too big on sharing my own poems with bunches of people, but I figured that I was almost done with high school and I frankly didn't care if anyone thought my poem was stupid. So I just wrote one to share with the class. Here it is. Enjoy :)


loving kindness

most roses are Red, but
some can be Pink,
some poems have meanings, that
will make you think.
but now here is a poem, that’s
both Simple and Smart,
all Gifts on this day, should
come from the Heart.

now here is a day, that
i really quite like.
a day to step back, take
a look at your Life.
take a look at yourself, and
all of your Friends,
ask who needs help, which
friendship needs Mends?

if your answer is ‘None,’ then
be on your way,
considered a Fool, with
no friends on this day.
but if you can Look, and
see someone in Need,
then get to Work! and
do your good deed.

for Valentine’s Day, is
all about love,
the gifts from the Heart, all
come from Above.
there can always be found, a
friend who needs you,
to be their real friend: Helpful,
Prayerful, Kind and True.


Laney Galbraith

S-M-i-L-E :D


I love smiling.
No, seriously.
I LOVE smiling.

For the past couple of weeks I've awoken each morning not feeling my best. Of course, by saying "not feeling my best," I simply mean to say that I felt like a lazy loser that might as well have just dropped from the sky with no meaning and no purpose in life. When I wake up feeling that way, it just seems that nothing goes my way. It seems that nothing can make me happy. Then I realized, that's just it: NOTHING can make me happy. Ha the only thing that can make me happy is me. Just me. It doesn't matter that I'm not in school and I don't have a job. I have an amazing family, a more than adequate home, a healthy car, and a knowledge that there is a divine, predetermined plan that has been set apart for just me. I start school in the fall, and I start my new job this upcoming Monday. I just graduated from high school and I get to start my life as an adult, beginning to explore the paths that will show me who I am supposed to be. What could be better than that?

I am so blessed to be where I'm at in my life. It truly is a blessing to be who I am and have so many chances and choices before me. What an amazing time and place to be living. I get to receive an education, see people I love every day, and best yet, I get to choose my life. I get to wake up every morning, and CHOOSE what I want to be. So why, when given such an amazing opportunity, would I ever, ever choose to not smile, or to not be happy. It just seems ridiculous that anyone with an opportunistic life like mine, would choose to do anything but smile. So, I'm going to smile :D I hope that my smile can maybe help others to smile as well.
Please, please...smile.

Monday, February 4, 2008

Ice Cream

My tongue embraced the chilly substance as creamy drops slid knowingly down my throat into my eager stomach. The calming comfort feeling that comes with chocolate covered ice cream -- well chocolate covered anything -- began to sweep me off my feet, the way no boy could ever could. I know why all girls have an obsession with chocolate, I mean, who wouldn't, it's freakin CHOCOLATE...just the word brings warmth to my soul and a blanket over my heart. But why ice cream? Especially on a brisk, white day such as this? Why, on such a day, would ice cream be such a comfort?

Faster than butter melts in August, an epiphany struck my mind: ice cream = cold = numb... After eating ice cream to my stomach's content, there's no feeling left in my heart to worry about boys. Everything in my body is icey, glistening, numbingly cold. Left with nothing but the numbness, there's nothing left for them, just as they left: leaving nothing for me.

It's been said before that the fastest way to a man's heart is through his stomach. Maybe, in this sense, the sexes aren't as different as we claim to be.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

Roses


I wrote this poem a while ago, but last night I was reading through my poems and decided that I really like this one. I just thought I'd post it here for anyone interested.

Roses

Symbols of feelings more than lust,
Putting chocolate down with just.
Symbols of all that’s pure and true,
Diamonds in sun rays, with shining dew.

Petals that wind round and round,
Luscious red that came from the ground.
Such a beautiful thing from such a place,
Lighting up every passing face.
~♥~

While walking by, his mind is distracted,
What did it mean, how she’d reacted?
He had asked her to go out with him,
But they had always been just friends.

He pauses to look and has this thought,
“Maybe this is what I’ve sought.”
Wanting to show his feelings were true,
More than words, actions show through.
~♥~

She thinks back to earlier that day,
He had asked her out in his cute little way.
They were going to go later that night,
Just the thought, made her eyes shine bright.

~♥~

Six long stems for her he chose,
Six longs stems of the reddest rose.
She feels her cheeks grow red in a rush,
Deep as the roses she got from her crush.

They go out for a time with their friends,
She looks at him until the end.
He can’t help but to stare at her,
He feels something there, but can’t be sure.

Near the end she blushes once more,
As he holds her hand and opens the door.
She doesn’t know what that look meant,
His eyes had lingered for a just a moment.

As his arm slides gently around her waist,
Their friends know well to look away.
He leans in close, lips brushing her ear,
The world’s far away, while they’re so near.

He bends a bit more and holds her there,
As soft kisses he begins to share.
She closes her eyes and kisses him too,
All thoughts lost, this feeling so new.
~♥~

He sighs as he finally closes her door,
Secretly hoping to see her more.
She smiles and leans back on the wall,
Secretly hoping for him to call.

As she holds the roses he gave to her,
She knows that one thing is for sure.
All she wanted right then, she knew,
Was him by her side for all the days through.

He thinks about her as he drives away,
Her face in his mind was there to stay.
He thinks of the roses he’d given that night,
Missing her already, with all his might.
~♥~

Together they sit while looking up at the moon,
These sacred moments leave far too soon.
He looks deep in her sparkling eyes,
Loving her more than all stars in the skies.

It had all started with the giving of roses,
Simple enough, yet enough to show us,
That sometimes the simpler shows how we feel,
More than this, it makes it real…


Laney Galbraith

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Ardently

Today was pretty tough... I came home sick from school with a raging stomachache that threatened to alter my very existence. I suspect Celiac but the investigation is still underway. About 6 or 7 hours after that crisis had calmed down, I watched Law and Order with mi madre. Law and Order is a definite 'must see' for anyone who thinks that THEIR life has issues. I then ate some cheddar cheese on beef stick slices and decided that it was time to spill my entire soul out to my mother. We sometimes have these little discussions about life, the universe, and basically anything that vexes us. I was long over due. Before i new it, i was crying about stresses of graduating, being sick all the time, missing my brother (who is on a mission in Louisiana), and my insecurities that she swears don't exist. 10 minutes after the conclusion of our chat, all of you get to hear about it :D Lovely. So I'm going to bed now so i don't fall asleep walking in the halls of the great and spacious building tomorrow. Please cross your fingers with me that my test for mono comes back negative!

P.s. Here's a random freestyle poem that i wrote today. Lots of double meanings that coincide with my life. Yeahhhhh, better to just not ask. Well, here it is now:


Ardently Lost

My Thoughts to you are Ardently Lost.
Cheerful, smiling days, both present,
And past, with yet still more to come.
Your face to me is Heaven’s view,
While your Ardent smile captures my soul.
My spirits rise when you raise me up,
In loops, you embrace my tight twirls.
With arms around you, it’s hard to ignore,
This feeling of melting inside.
These Ardent passions some say are Lost,
But they’re Ardently Lost to you.
Someday I hope you’ll find the words,
My Ardent lips could never say.
Till then, my dear, hesitation will do,
With ardor kept locked within.
I look at you, smiling, thinking, waiting,
While my thought to you are Ardently Lost.

Ardently Yours,
Laney Lou

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Kissing


The other day, my best friend Megan and I were being our silly little selves and looking for pictures of movie kisses for a slide show I was making. One of the pictures we found brought us to a website that is dedicated to nothing but (drumroll please) KISSING!!! Here, there was information on how to kiss, how to get kissed, and pictures of the many different kisses. Yeah....

Don't get me wrong, the website was interesting and good for a couple of laughs -- we laughed a lot --but what kind of a person would you be if you altered both your personal appearence and how you act to catch the attention of a guy. Then you get kissed and blah blah blah, we get it. Guys are gorgeous, randomly intelligent, sometimes sweet, and mildy humorous. But, honestly, they're not worth it.


This is my proclaimaion to every girl out there: BE YOURSELF. Changing yourself to meet the sad, sorry requirments of someone else will never benefit anyone. Dress in clothes YOU like. Listen to music YOU like. Be friends with people YOU like, and be friends with people who like you for being YOU. The best friend, and the best boy will respect and love you for being true to yourself. Take Luck Girls :D