Ardently

Today was pretty tough... I came home sick from school with a raging stomachache that threatened to alter my very existence. I suspect Celiac but the investigation is still underway. About 6 or 7 hours after that crisis had calmed down, I watched Law and Order with mi madre. Law and Order is a definite 'must see' for anyone who thinks that THEIR life has issues. I then ate some cheddar cheese on beef stick slices and decided that it was time to spill my entire soul out to my mother. We sometimes have these little discussions about life, the universe, and basically anything that vexes us. I was long over due. Before i new it, i was crying about stresses of graduating, being sick all the time, missing my brother (who is on a mission in Louisiana), and my insecurities that she swears don't exist. 10 minutes after the conclusion of our chat, all of you get to hear about it :D Lovely. So I'm going to bed now so i don't fall asleep walking in the halls of the great and spacious building tomorrow. Please cross your fingers with me that my test for mono comes back negative!

P.s. Here's a random freestyle poem that i wrote today. Lots of double meanings that coincide with my life. Yeahhhhh, better to just not ask. Well, here it is now:


Ardently Lost

My Thoughts to you are Ardently Lost.
Cheerful, smiling days, both present,
And past, with yet still more to come.
Your face to me is Heaven’s view,
While your Ardent smile captures my soul.
My spirits rise when you raise me up,
In loops, you embrace my tight twirls.
With arms around you, it’s hard to ignore,
This feeling of melting inside.
These Ardent passions some say are Lost,
But they’re Ardently Lost to you.
Someday I hope you’ll find the words,
My Ardent lips could never say.
Till then, my dear, hesitation will do,
With ardor kept locked within.
I look at you, smiling, thinking, waiting,
While my thought to you are Ardently Lost.

Ardently Yours,
Laney Lou